My birthday-My party-My truths

Ready for this!?

  Pai..sunt putin (putin mai mult) ametita si ..as vrea sa spun totul clar. E atat de interesant la inceput sa fugi de ce iti este frica sa zici, dar la un moment dat vei fi exasperat de o asteptare apasatoare de a spune acel ceva odata. Si fiindca "Toate marile descoperiri au fost facute din greseala" , ma astept sa fie valabil si in cazul meu, acum.Astepti si ..astepti. Dar trebuie sa trec prin toate starile posibile sa stiu ce trebuie facut de fapt. Mi-ai cerut sa ma descarc? Acum sunt pregatita! Am mai vrut sa ajung in punctul asta, dar se spune ca nu am avut acea motivatie. Istoria se repeta. Acest lucru este unul din defectele ei. Si ..pana la urma, orice e posibil daca nu stii despre ce vorbesti.Suna ca o solutie. Dar orice solutie genereaza noi probleme.Este foarte simplu sa faci ceva complicat,dar este foarte complicat sa faci ceva simplu. Si atunci se explica de ce nu pot spune acele cateva cuvinte pe care vreau sa le spun odata. Am facut atat de multe lucruri prost. Dar daca un lucru este facut prost de destul de multe ori, el devine corect. Nu vreau , de fapt nu stiu unde vreau sa ajung..nu stiu la ce lucrez, deci o sa lucrez ingrijit.

 "..Daca ceva pare usor, sigur este greu de facut. Daca ceva pare greu, este aproape imposibil de facut."-Murphy

   Si totusi asa sa fie?...Mi-am promis ca azi voi face tot ce nu am curaj sa fac de obicei. Pregatit/a?

Fug si vreau sa spun ca nu am meritat ce am avut daca acum nu il mai am, dar daca as putea sa il readuc macar 5% , ar fi de ajuns. Crede-ma. Ma bulversezi. Ce vrei sa faci de fapt? Ce vrei tu? De ce nu te mai pot "atinge". Mi se pare ca esti atat de departe, si totusi atat de aproape.

S-a intamplat sa gresesc drumul,dar am mers mai departe.Am incercat sa uit anumite persoane si am descoperit ca e foarte greu sa uiti.M-am simtit singura intre o mie de persoane,doar pentru ca imi lipsea o singura persoana !Asta e adevarul..

My birthday

Never say GoodBye  when you still want to try

Never give up when you still feel like you can take it

Never say you DON'T LOVE that person anymore when you can't let go..

Orice as face, nu pot uita . E in regula, e decat o vulnerabilitate incurabila..Ma intelegi , si totusi nu imi vorbesti. E in regula. E ca o boala, poate trece sau se poate agrava . She will be loved. 

Pot interpreta orice, dar nu si asta..Sunt putin confuza..Si euforica,fericita,dezamagita,curioasa,trista,nostalgica,implinita,terminata,"goala",sunt toate ..in mici masuri..

Hei e ziua mea si incerc sa zic ceva! Taci! Nu vreau sa te aud. Acum eu vorbesc..Dar ce spun , cine ar comenta? Nimeni nu se uita la ce scriu, e ca un jurnal "de bord"..si in niciun caz nimeni nu ma asculta. Deci e bine. Si atunci de ce aud ceva? Sau mi se pare?..E inima mea? Da..se poate. Imi bate foarte tare, aproape ca imi iese din piept. Pff..nu se poate asa ceva, e decat emotia pe care o expun in cuvinte, dar care? Nu stiu ce sa zic..Sa cant? Am cantat, dar vroiam LUI sa ii cant. Sa dansez? Am dansat, dar vroiam cu adevarat sa dansez cu EL.Sa vorbesc? Asta ne face fiinte superioare. Dar vroiam sa vorbesc cu EL. Dar ce? Nu am cuvintele la mine. Si sa spun alte tampenii ,mai bine renunt. De ce fac asta? ..Dar ce fac?..

Ziua de azi a fost frumoasa.^-^ Nu ma asteptam la altceva.Dar presupun ca din cauza a ce luasem, am inceput sa plang incontrolabit :)), desigur ca a trecut si am schimbat imediat prioritatea cu un ras profund.E OK.La ce altceva te mai astepti?

Acum..am uitat unde vroiam sa ajung, dar probabil ai inteles. 

Thanks for my presents. ^-^ ! 

Also..Thanks for this. It's amazing and cute in the same time. xD

This is it..thanks guys! I miss you - a lot. ^^ 




































De asemenea, stiu ca ne potrivim, deci melodia pe care o ascult o sa iti placa. Marron 5. Ii iubesc. Melodiile lor ma urmaresc : "She will be loved" , "Misery" , "Payphone" etc.


Azi ascult Payphone, prietene nu lua in seama toate versurile, fiindca nu le simt pe toate. Sunt anumite parti pe care le ascult cu atentie.


Payphone-Marron 5




I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...

[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that sh*t
I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don't need my name on my show
You can tell it I'm ballin'
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...