Someone to love me
Am reluat totul, cuvant cu cuvant. Doare. Ma apasa. Simt o durere imposibila in capul pieptului, ma inteapa...nu mai pot sa respir bine..Ma sufoc. Nu vreau pe nimeni, imi e bine singura. Si totusi..Acel sentiment numit "iubire" ma apasa...
Am observat ca fiecare persoana alearga dupa o alta persoana..fiecare persoana iubeste o alta persoana. Dar nu mai pot. Nu ma mai gandesc la nimic. Timpul trece infernal de incet. Cu toate ca sunt cu ei, ma distrez, salvez apa, dansez, si toate celelalte lucrurile pe care le fac mereu. Dar de ce simt un gol ..un gol imens care nu imi da voie sa mananc. Inafara sentimentului asta, nimic neobisnuit. Distractia e distractie..dar am recitit ca nu aveai nevoie de nimeni ca sa iti faca mancarea sau altceva, ci aveai nevoie de cineva care sa te asculte, fiindca iti era si poate iti este greu..Nu inteleg de ce nu putem sa mai vorbim. Am spus multe, dar retrag tot ce a fost rau..Nu am gandit. E asa de greu sa nu ai pe cineva care sa te inteleaga 100%.
Cand i-am vazut cum se priveau si se sarutau, ei, Gabi si Madalina, m-au facut sa ma simt ciudat. Radeam :)).Nu stiu de ce. Imi placea "privelistea"....
Nu am fugit destul? ..Poate trebuie sa ne mai distram ...La ce bun? :| Distractia vine oricand, cu oricine.
..Oricum, ma bucur ca am cunoscut-o pe Madalina. E foarte slaba. :| Iar eu foarte...Delia :)).
Si mie imi place sa fac unele lucruri singura, uneori.
Nu stiu ce sa mai zic si ce sa mai fac..Sa iti arat ca, cu adevarat, te iubesc. Poate nu sunt capabila sa leg ce s-a intamplat. Simt ca si cand cineva mi-a dat o lovitura strasnica in cap..Sper sa se termine odata..sa dispara durerea din piept. Sa pierd tot, sau sa o iau de la capat cu totul..As vrea sa te intreb, dar ...*nici un dar* .
Poate tu esti in regula si ce fac acum e decat o alta data in care ma fac de ras*..De ras? Dar iubesc.E crima? Ma fac de ras? De ce? Fiindca nu multi pot simti asta?..Fiindca am fost mai mult decat stangace?..Astept, poate timpul imi va aduce ceva sa ma amorteasca si mai tare si sa raman in reculegere. Sunt ceea ce am vrut sa fiu, prin tine. Daca erau alti, intr-o saptamana renuntau?..Ok. Dar revin-o macar sa imi vezi asa-zisul "zambet" , sau asa zisa " tristete". Poti fi tu , nu ma deranjeaza. Incerc. O sa incerc sa repar asta pana o sa ma simt jenant la maxim..Omule, te cred. Esti diferit. Dar nu imi pasa..Tin la tine si imi pare rau pentru comportamentul meu. Am fost si eu aroganta ..Dar daca nu e sa fie, nu s-ar fi intamplat. Nu stiu. ...
You are the hole in my head
You are the space in my bed
You are the silence in between
What I thought and what I said
You are the night-time fear
You are the morning when it's clear
When it's over, you're the start
You're my head and you're my heart
No light, no light
In your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can't choose what stays and what fades away
And I'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
Tell me what you want me to say
To the crowd I was crying out and
In your place there were a thousand other faces
I was disappearing in plain sight
Heaven help me, I need to make it right
You want a revelation
You want to get "right"
But it's a conversation
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
You want a revelation
No light, no light
In your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can't choose what stays and what fades away
And I'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
Tell me what you want me to say
Would you leave me
If I told you what I'd done?
And would you leave me
If I told you what I'd become?
'Cause it's so easy
To say it to a crowd
But it's so hard, my love
To say it to you out loud
No light, no light
In your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can't choose what stays and what fades away
And I'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
Tell me what you want me to say
You want a revelation
You want a revelation
You want to get "right"
But it's a conversation
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
You want a revelation
You want a revelation
You want to get "right"
But it's a conversation
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
Tell me what you want me to say
Nu mai pot adauga nimic..nu mai am idee, sper sa se rezolve toate..dar toate in bine. ^-^ ..
Delia here.
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