sâmbătă, 30 iunie 2012

For BIG mistakes


BUZZ!




        Ne trebuie ceva bun. Ceva ce ne poate trezi din somn. Un somn ce te-a facut sa te trezesti amortit,ingandurat,poate inca ametit ca la culcare. Asadar toti au incercat modalitati diverse pentru a-si recupara zilele de stat in banca, cu coatele pe lemnul albastru al mobilierului nostru unic, ignorand dulapurile din spate, de alta culoare. Caldura care venea incet-incet, toropea trupurile pline de pacate.Voiau ceva mai bun, ceva timp liber si ceva distractie.Care era cea mai buna ocazie?  Venirea verii. Am spus deja cuvantul magic? Desigurrr. ! Caldura ne-a prostit si ne-am trezit amortiti in vacanta. Eu una am stat si nu mi-am putut crede urechilor : ' Este vacanta. ' Trebuia sarbatorit. Dar nu ma simteam in stare. Eram inca calma si pregatita pentru o noua zi de scoala. 'Doar nu as merge eu singura la scoala in timpul vacantei.' Si nu am facut-o. Am realizat ca m-am trezit intr-un moment prielnic distractiei. Inca nu am planuit. Dar vin toate pe parcurs...






        


Fiind calma la inceput, asteptam impasibila carnetele , sa imi aud media si premiul. 9.79, premiul I. Atat mi-a trebuit. Dupa ce am terminat cu scoala , era tot o tacere enervanta. Sau daca era vreo voce ,era greu de descifrat. Asa ca mi-am manifestat fericirea. Am zambit, am ras,am strigat si am terminat iar cu un zambet. Fara sa imi dau seama ,profa de mate trecea pe strada si s-a uitat zambindu-mi. Pai s-a terminat scoala! xD Normal, gestul si manifestarea mea a fost un motiv de barfa. Chestii normale. Se poate ca Delia sa fie fericita? :]] OF COURSE. Mereu se poate mai bine, dar deocamdata ma simt OK.

Si daca a venit vara, ce?..Am scapat de scoala care ma ajuta sa uit de lucrurile suparatoare, cotidiane. Plaja? Deja ma arde spatele. Sa stau cu prostii? Plictisitorrr. Doar  ieri s-a luat o baba de mine ca mi-am luat o caisa :| Gen : " Da` da-o dracului de treaba ! Veniti in fiecare seara si furati! Aveti abonament la mine?" Eram buimaca..si speriata. Restul au inceput sa fuga si sa rada..Am asteptat si dupa am inceput sa merg incet spre idioti. Sa am grija de copii mici? SA-I IA DRACU`! %#^&$*)$@@
Trebuie sa scap de "hartuirea gandurilor" si nah`- sa termin cu prostiile.Sa fac ce simt, sa rad, sa ma distrezz. :]

However will be life- we can solve everything.Don't ya?



 This is cover of our magazine. Yeah. Me drew this work . Dream more, think less. !

 Yeah. Like me. xD
 :| Sounds so stupid, but I wish ...

Hmm..pai datoria mea de "scriitor" s-a facut. I hope you like it ^-^.

 STAY. SUMMER IS FOR IDIOTS. :]

 Asadar, 21 Guns are in sfarsit 21 de postari. ^^

Is It Love?

 If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?



Escape

  I'm trying to escape,
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.

No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?

I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.



No Emotions

 Sometimes it's easy,
Sometimes it's not.
Sometimes it's cold,
Sometimes it's hot.
Sometimes I smile,
Sometimes I grin.
Sometimes I lose,
Sometimes I win.
Sometimes I pout,
Sometimes I frown.
Sometimes I'm up,
Sometimes I'm down.
Sometimes I'm sweet,
Sometimes I'm nice.
Sometimes sugar,
Sometimes spice.
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I cry.
And then there's those days...
I want to die.



One Summer Night


 one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
how stupid i could be.

one night,
while i was thinking,
i looked you in the eyes.

one night,
was then i realized,
you were a mess of lies.

one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
why we weren't meant to be.


 Curse my name I don't care, Drag me down then I'll just move up, ruin my life and I shall simply fix it up, but cross the line and I shall make you pay...

Kindness has limit so don't push it

I Changed

 Trying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.

I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.

Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?

So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.

Everyone changes.


 The word love is so often overused. My philosphy is: say it if you mean it, and only if you mean it. Never say "I love you" to satisfy someone else. On the other hand, if you do mean it, TELL that person all the time. Let them know you care. Haha so there is a little look inside my head and my random thoughts that float around in there.



Love


Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
is it awesome, is it terrible
I honestly didnt know how to answer them.
I finally desided love is the most complicated of all emotions
Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love is always worth it
love is never worth it
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND
make love not war
make war out of love
love encourages
love scares
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is soothing
love is tough

...and above all
Love is always worth it
because you become a better person
everytime you love someone
from the simplest careing for a friend
to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends
from the unconditional love of a child
to the complicated love of the gods
there is...no meaning to love
love means...everything

No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry
tries your spirt, and splits your soul.
Love is always worth it...because what doenst kill you
makes you stronger
And however long it takes
you will be, a better person because you lived, though love.
Werent afraid to make mistakes, choices and try again.
And...above all, loved someone no matter what people thought.
You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.
That...is the true meaning of love...



Love

 

 Love is you.
Love is me.
Love is something you can't see.
Love is nice.
Love is sweet.
Love will sweep you off your feet.
Love is soft.
Love is best.
You can feel love in your chest.
Love is great.
Love is kind.
Love is always on my mind.
Love is special.
Love you chearish.
My love for you will never parish.


 Love Is;

Love is when you care more about someone else's happiness than your own,
You would do anything for them,
You'd rather be with them than anyone else in the world,
You would die so they could live,
When you lose them it feels like you lose yourself,
They're the only thing you can ever think of,
You never even dream of being with anyone else, because they're everything you want,
They have many faults, but you're blind to them,
You would take them back no matter what they do,
When you're with them it's the happiest times of your life,
but when you're without them it feels like there is this great big hole in you
You always wanna be in their arms,
Everything reminds you of them,
You miss them the second they leave,
you're always worried about them
there is something in you just burning so deeply
you cannot even begin to describe it
you want to be the one they turn to
you want to be the one they trust
they can hurt you so much
but you choose to pretend that they don't
just in case it would hurt them or your relationship
no matter what, they mean the world to you
and you always want to protect them
you wish you could take their pain from them
even if it means feeling it yourself
they do not have to return your love for you to feel this way
They make your life complete
and you cannot imagine them not being in it.

Funny. xD
 So..June is over. Welcome my favourite month : JULY.
 Iiii. ^^ LOVE IT.

 Because we're still children..We have fun.! xD ^^


THIS IS IT - FOR NOW.

21 GUNS. * semneaza*


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