sâmbătă, 30 iunie 2012

For BIG mistakes


BUZZ!




        Ne trebuie ceva bun. Ceva ce ne poate trezi din somn. Un somn ce te-a facut sa te trezesti amortit,ingandurat,poate inca ametit ca la culcare. Asadar toti au incercat modalitati diverse pentru a-si recupara zilele de stat in banca, cu coatele pe lemnul albastru al mobilierului nostru unic, ignorand dulapurile din spate, de alta culoare. Caldura care venea incet-incet, toropea trupurile pline de pacate.Voiau ceva mai bun, ceva timp liber si ceva distractie.Care era cea mai buna ocazie?  Venirea verii. Am spus deja cuvantul magic? Desigurrr. ! Caldura ne-a prostit si ne-am trezit amortiti in vacanta. Eu una am stat si nu mi-am putut crede urechilor : ' Este vacanta. ' Trebuia sarbatorit. Dar nu ma simteam in stare. Eram inca calma si pregatita pentru o noua zi de scoala. 'Doar nu as merge eu singura la scoala in timpul vacantei.' Si nu am facut-o. Am realizat ca m-am trezit intr-un moment prielnic distractiei. Inca nu am planuit. Dar vin toate pe parcurs...






        


Fiind calma la inceput, asteptam impasibila carnetele , sa imi aud media si premiul. 9.79, premiul I. Atat mi-a trebuit. Dupa ce am terminat cu scoala , era tot o tacere enervanta. Sau daca era vreo voce ,era greu de descifrat. Asa ca mi-am manifestat fericirea. Am zambit, am ras,am strigat si am terminat iar cu un zambet. Fara sa imi dau seama ,profa de mate trecea pe strada si s-a uitat zambindu-mi. Pai s-a terminat scoala! xD Normal, gestul si manifestarea mea a fost un motiv de barfa. Chestii normale. Se poate ca Delia sa fie fericita? :]] OF COURSE. Mereu se poate mai bine, dar deocamdata ma simt OK.

Si daca a venit vara, ce?..Am scapat de scoala care ma ajuta sa uit de lucrurile suparatoare, cotidiane. Plaja? Deja ma arde spatele. Sa stau cu prostii? Plictisitorrr. Doar  ieri s-a luat o baba de mine ca mi-am luat o caisa :| Gen : " Da` da-o dracului de treaba ! Veniti in fiecare seara si furati! Aveti abonament la mine?" Eram buimaca..si speriata. Restul au inceput sa fuga si sa rada..Am asteptat si dupa am inceput sa merg incet spre idioti. Sa am grija de copii mici? SA-I IA DRACU`! %#^&$*)$@@
Trebuie sa scap de "hartuirea gandurilor" si nah`- sa termin cu prostiile.Sa fac ce simt, sa rad, sa ma distrezz. :]

However will be life- we can solve everything.Don't ya?



 This is cover of our magazine. Yeah. Me drew this work . Dream more, think less. !

 Yeah. Like me. xD
 :| Sounds so stupid, but I wish ...

Hmm..pai datoria mea de "scriitor" s-a facut. I hope you like it ^-^.

 STAY. SUMMER IS FOR IDIOTS. :]

 Asadar, 21 Guns are in sfarsit 21 de postari. ^^

Is It Love?

 If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?



Escape

  I'm trying to escape,
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.

No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?

I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.



No Emotions

 Sometimes it's easy,
Sometimes it's not.
Sometimes it's cold,
Sometimes it's hot.
Sometimes I smile,
Sometimes I grin.
Sometimes I lose,
Sometimes I win.
Sometimes I pout,
Sometimes I frown.
Sometimes I'm up,
Sometimes I'm down.
Sometimes I'm sweet,
Sometimes I'm nice.
Sometimes sugar,
Sometimes spice.
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I cry.
And then there's those days...
I want to die.



One Summer Night


 one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
how stupid i could be.

one night,
while i was thinking,
i looked you in the eyes.

one night,
was then i realized,
you were a mess of lies.

one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
why we weren't meant to be.


 Curse my name I don't care, Drag me down then I'll just move up, ruin my life and I shall simply fix it up, but cross the line and I shall make you pay...

Kindness has limit so don't push it

I Changed

 Trying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.

I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.

Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?

So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.

Everyone changes.


 The word love is so often overused. My philosphy is: say it if you mean it, and only if you mean it. Never say "I love you" to satisfy someone else. On the other hand, if you do mean it, TELL that person all the time. Let them know you care. Haha so there is a little look inside my head and my random thoughts that float around in there.



Love


Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
is it awesome, is it terrible
I honestly didnt know how to answer them.
I finally desided love is the most complicated of all emotions
Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love is always worth it
love is never worth it
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND
make love not war
make war out of love
love encourages
love scares
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is soothing
love is tough

...and above all
Love is always worth it
because you become a better person
everytime you love someone
from the simplest careing for a friend
to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends
from the unconditional love of a child
to the complicated love of the gods
there is...no meaning to love
love means...everything

No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry
tries your spirt, and splits your soul.
Love is always worth it...because what doenst kill you
makes you stronger
And however long it takes
you will be, a better person because you lived, though love.
Werent afraid to make mistakes, choices and try again.
And...above all, loved someone no matter what people thought.
You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.
That...is the true meaning of love...



Love

 

 Love is you.
Love is me.
Love is something you can't see.
Love is nice.
Love is sweet.
Love will sweep you off your feet.
Love is soft.
Love is best.
You can feel love in your chest.
Love is great.
Love is kind.
Love is always on my mind.
Love is special.
Love you chearish.
My love for you will never parish.


 Love Is;

Love is when you care more about someone else's happiness than your own,
You would do anything for them,
You'd rather be with them than anyone else in the world,
You would die so they could live,
When you lose them it feels like you lose yourself,
They're the only thing you can ever think of,
You never even dream of being with anyone else, because they're everything you want,
They have many faults, but you're blind to them,
You would take them back no matter what they do,
When you're with them it's the happiest times of your life,
but when you're without them it feels like there is this great big hole in you
You always wanna be in their arms,
Everything reminds you of them,
You miss them the second they leave,
you're always worried about them
there is something in you just burning so deeply
you cannot even begin to describe it
you want to be the one they turn to
you want to be the one they trust
they can hurt you so much
but you choose to pretend that they don't
just in case it would hurt them or your relationship
no matter what, they mean the world to you
and you always want to protect them
you wish you could take their pain from them
even if it means feeling it yourself
they do not have to return your love for you to feel this way
They make your life complete
and you cannot imagine them not being in it.

Funny. xD
 So..June is over. Welcome my favourite month : JULY.
 Iiii. ^^ LOVE IT.

 Because we're still children..We have fun.! xD ^^


THIS IS IT - FOR NOW.

21 GUNS. * semneaza*


vineri, 8 iunie 2012

Born to die

Lana Del Rey- Born to die

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping at the gates
They'll tell me that your mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design
I feel so alone on a friday night
Can you make it feel like home
If I tell you you're mine

It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high
The road is long we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Choose your last words
This is the last time
Because you and I
We were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Trying to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find

All the answers honey

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high
The road is long we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Choose your last words
This is the last time
Because you and I
We were born to die

We were born to die
We were born to die

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad
Don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough
And the road gets tough I don't know why

Keep making me laugh
Lets go get high
The road is long we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Choose your last words
This is the last time
Because you and I
We were born to die

We were born to dïe...










luni, 4 iunie 2012

Life for rent

Life for rent

 

 Ralu speaking...

Mă uit la cer şi mă întreb 'Unde au dispărut norii?'...au plecat şi nu se vor mai întoarce...
...dar eu mă bucur că sentimentul acela vesel şi molipsitor s-a întors iarăşi. 
Dacă primele trei zile de vară au fost de neuitat, voi avea parte de o vară formidabilă.
Vara asta n-o să dorm deloc, n-o să am somn...deja n-am chef să dorm, pereţii sunt aşa de interesanţi :D.


It is Okay?

 It's okay to cry...no! It's not okay...i'm sad and i'm weak.
 It's okay not to phone...no! It's not okay... i want to hear your voice.
 It's okay not to meet...no! It's not okay...i want to see your face and eyes.
 It's okay to be happy...no! It's not okay...i don't want this to end.
 It's okay to be apart...no! It's not okay...i want you here close to me.
 It's okay not to say 'I LOVE YOU'...no! It's not okay...i want you to know how i feel.
 It's okay not to talk...no! It's not okay... i want to tell you something.
 It's okay to be sad...no! It's not okay...i want this to end.
 It's okay to be jealous...no! It's not okay...it's killing me inside.
 It's okay not to have friends...no! It's not okay...i'm alone.
 It's okay to be afraid...no! It's not okay...This is so CREEPY...


Delia speaking...

  Deci...este vara! Interesant de frumos. xD De 1 iunie nu am facut nimic altceva decat sa stau cu creatura mea..>.> Dupa a trecut timpul lent fiindca am avut liber. Ma plictiseam asa ca am chemat-o pe Ralu la mine. Si...ideea era sa ne distram dar nu stiu sigur daca asa a simtit..^-^'' Steli a aparut  in cele din urma..Pai am incercat sa ma uit cu Ralu la un film " City of angels"  , dar Steli nu a avut rabdare si a stricat atmosfera :)).Oricum Ralu a zis ca nu mai vrea sa continue vizionarea daca are un final trist. Asadar, am trecut la jocurile de pe laptop. Si am cautat,am cautat pana am gasit un joc cu o minge..Nu stiu cum se face , ca partea aia a zilei a fost cea mai amuzanta. Steli: "Ia uite-o ce desteapta e :)) " Ralu : " Nu ii dau palme". Ma rog ..>.> Steli e mai nebuna** si duce totul la limita , dar o iubesc asa cum este. :) Dupa ce am terminat cu jocurile * fiindca se suprapunea cu muzica* - *puteam sa dau pe silent jocul da` nah..* am stat doar si am ascultat... >.> in fine..Ne-am plimbat , am facut poze si....Ce pot spune : O zi frumoasa de 4 Iunie! xD ....

Uneori doare fara sa te mai gandesti. Privesti in gol. Vrei sa faci ceva si nu sti ce. "Ce ar fi daca as chema un prieten sa ma ajute?" Dar cu ce? E o problema ireversibila..Ce poate face un prieten e decat sa ma asculte..Si restul ? Ce fac?...Continui sa ma gandesc la o rezolvare, sa fiu dura si sa incep sa uit. E cea mai buna rezolvare. Cat timp am stat cu ele m-am simtit incredibil si le multumesc. Acum ma gandesc ca o sa vina o alta distractie si o sa uit iar. Aqua Magic! xD Yay! So...I'M HAVING TOO MUCH FUN!


DANCE
As though no one can see you
LOVE
As though you have never been hurt before
SING
As though no one can hear you
LIVE 
As though heaven is on earth.


  Well...the ideea is that I'm feeling good and life gives me a new chance.It's okay to be like this because this makes me feel alright. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. ^-^ Thank you Lady Kira..now you're here and I'm not afraid. I'm not anymore.I want people to know that I'm glad because they were here  when they could. Now..It's different. ^-^